ALHAMDULILLAH

Assalamualaikum..

syukur malam nie, hujan.. so, aku rase aku dapat update blog dengan hati yang sangat tenang, even kuantan banjir, aku tetap tak kesah, hujan tu rezeki kn? so aku tetap bersyukur dengan apa yang ALLAH kurniakan dalam hidup aku nie.

syukur aku panjatkan pada ILLAHI sebab aku still lagi boleh bernafas sekarang and yang penting its already 9 months, yup 9 months already we build this relationship, kite ketawa bersama, kita nangis bersama, and pejam celik pejam celik dah pun 9 bulan. alhamdulillah yang kita still lagi bersama tanpa pernah b**** sekalipun even kite selalu jugak bertengkar tapi tak pernah kan kita jauh hati walau sehari?
saya sayang awak..

awak....

and almost same thing awak lupe, arhhh.. shuh perasaan nie, maybe terlalu banyak benda yang awak kena ingat sampai tarikh nie awak lupe and its leave around 30 minutes and I never get any wishes from u, i know what u doing right now, buat almost I hopefully that u remember it. and always u forget, every month but saya ketepikan semua perasaan nie after saya dapat ceramah free dari ‘someone’ yang pesan saya,

“ayu, kau jangan risau, dia sayangkan kau even die tak contct kau, tak bermakna dia lupekan kau oke'”

and thanksss almost fully to this guy yang bagi ‘ceramah free’ untuk aku, and aku akan cuba buat yang terbaik even benda tu buat aku sakit, haha, aku kan kuat and aku tahu aku mampu and really I want to say this, arhhhh, even its almost thousand time I say it, but I realy want to say it right know that:

I Miss U

I Love u.

and muchmuch! only for you and this realy make me hurt! ouhhhhh!!! heart can u give me some space for me to smile for this happy day. I really don’t want this happy day going with my tear. plizzzz sweap this tear away from me. and I want only smile bring with his happy day, happy moment..

Afiq Izzuddin.

for u, i really mean it that I miss u so much! I know that I’m saying this almost everyday, but for this I want say that it hurt me, this waiting day to see your face make me too hurt! and plizzz again sweap this tear for me, I only want to see u and hug u right now, but I no, I can’t do that, plizz anything that u do there, remember GOD, remember YOUR FAMILY, and i hopefully that u not forget ME.

and I want say it again, I LOVE U =’)


**DEAR GOD,
I'am pray to you, plizz take care of him, wherever is he, and protect him from anything else that might get him hurt, 
ya ALLAH,
 lindungilah hubungan kami dari hasutan syaitan, KAU panjangkan jodoh antara kami, agar kami dapat hidup bersama hingga ke akhirnya.
ya ALLAH,
 sekiranya dia bukan jodohku, KAU temukan kan dia dengan insan yang benar2 dapat menjaga dia dengan seikhlas hati, dan hargai dia apa adanya, 
hanya pada-MU aku mohon ya ALLAH YA RABB..
aminnnn~  :')